Here by Nora

Posted on February 7, 2014 by

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April 21st – 11 PM

 

Drowning in the ocean of your thoughts, as usual.

Ever since you fell for me I have been poisoning your waters with mesmerizing fragrance.

 

It’s that time of the day again where you just lay in bed strip off your clothes and jump off your boat.

It’s that time of the day where you think about me.

It’s that time of the day where I take you deeper than you’ve ever been.

 

Trying to swim your way to the edges of your ocean, and to the deepest depths of me.

The wind mimics my voice, the waters sketch my face, and the poison smells just like me.

 

As you go faster, farther, and deeper I start to utter sounds that no words could possibly contain.

You start to breathe in my poison, you drink my poison, and you overdose on my poison.

 

 

A light breeze of my unspoken words surrounds your loneliness.

My poison has been rushing through your veins for times and yet there is still a beat in your heart.

I will just ease your way into your last breath with the truth.

 

 

I love you without measures,

I appreciate your love, care, beauty, body, and simple existence.

You make walking on empty streets in a soulless city in the darkest shades less depressing.

You make living among disguised saints who perceive love as a sin rebellious.

You made me realize that it is OK to sin cause love sends you to heaven anyway.

 

I apologize for the promises I broke,

I promised that I would never leave unaware that though my soul is young my time has aged

I promised that I would never leave unaware that today I had to

 

I am not there for you anymore to hold my hand,

I am not there for you to worry about,

I am not there for you to throw tantrums at,

I am not there for you to kiss goodnight.

 

 

 

Feb 2nd 2014  – 6:55 PM

 

I am still here.

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